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Tuesday, July 31, 2012

its like magic...

 so it was talking...smbil2 nak tido tu..dok sembang...pasal aurora... yup..aurora borealis..cantik sangat...teringin nak tgk betul... tu la magic yg betul2 ad kat dunia nie ad some pic yg smpt cr kt google td.
yang nie aurora sebalik awan... suka sgt yg nie
this one kat iceland
cantik kan....yg nie kat norway
not sure kt mn..but still cantik..
ice land 

Monday, July 30, 2012

a imagination...a smile... =)

what made that smile?'s just  seeing a special someone happy...seeing her smile...while she's wearing the

under a perfect bright and beautiful 

dancing around at 

wow...imagination really gone wild..hehe..but tak salah berangan kan..mybe just mybe one day ill get the chance to really make that dream a reality..who knows kan... pray for the best..fingers day..ill make it  happen...(loki's to do list)

" tak salah berangan sebab setiap kejayaan bermula dengan angan2"

Saturday, July 28, 2012

i had a bad day

soo arienie was not the best was kindda a bad day for me...woke up..with a bit off missunderstanding with that special someone.....tried to make it better but turned out to be worst....i did wrong to make things worst..i should of just shut tak bole..i tried nak biar kan je..and let you rest...but i couldnt say calm..tak senang duduk..tak senang bediri...i felt miserable thinking about making you not happy..haiss...what a fool i am....i was spose to make u happy..but i did not..bengong sy nie. so i deserved what happend to me today.... kamo tak ckp ngan sy skejep..that was really hard....haiss..i dont know klu saya bole tahan not speaking to you one for one day.. that wold be the worst..tak sanggup sy..for that saya mintak maaf sangat2..and thenn coolen fan lappy patah sebab terpijak..that was a really bad chain of events.....kelam kabut sangat...terpijak coolen tersentak..langar wayar keyboard..keyboard tertarik and jatuh ats guitar tak sempat nak sambut..then guitar this really is a bad day for me..and hope that tonite will be much better and tommorow can be much much better than this just a memory..and ap dah jadi..dah jadi dah pon..i want to foget about this.. and start fresh tmorrow...  

"anything happens just keep smiling"

Friday, July 27, 2012

it's a wonderful life....

what more to ask for than being alive everyday..with the people you love..that are closed to you..and there are some people that you love that might be far away in distance but alwys you feel that there are closed to you...even very thankfull for what i have now...i have a great family..and i have that special someone....hehe..nothign i ask more in life then for the people i love to be in the pink of health and always happy.... it a wonderfull life after all....

"live life to the max be happy and happiness can bring a smile "

Wednesday, July 25, 2012

le moon ( laaa bulan) ah ah ah

so tadi pasang lampu kelam kelip kat dpn umah..smbil2 pnjat tangga tu tgk kat langit...nmpk bulan...walaupon tak sparuh..ttp besar...and stiap kali tegok bulan teringat that special someone...coz bulan sgt bnyk terjadi ngan bulan...hehe...bulan teman sy blik sorg2...and tadi yang betol2 buat sy tersenyum bila tgk bulan separuh mcm short story before tgk cita brave...LA MOON...cita yg tak dijangka....igt kan cita pasal ap..but rupa2 cita pasl bulan..tersenyum saya tgk cita tu..then bila tgk bulan td..dlm otak..pikir..ouh org tua tu ngan bsk tu dah start kemas bulan...heheh....

so klu nak tau la moon tu cita ap..just google up cita tu.n tgk mcm mn dr bulan penuh nk jadi bulan sabit...hahah..funny short story... 

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

got new name.....

since i was little...macam2 nama sy yg familly yg kawan2 yg sgt special..and ad yg sy tak suka these are the names yg org penah pnggil sy...(ad yg kena rahsia)

nama biasa
  1.  syed
  2.  shahrizal
  3. budin

nama tak berapa biasa
  1. mamu
  2. loki
  3. arab
  4. izzy
nama yang saya tak suka tapi lekat jugak

  1. goyang

lastly nama yg sgt special..only one person calls me by that name..

  1. BEAR

Monday, July 23, 2012


23 is my lucky number...macam2 dah jadi with the number 23....first skali it my birth day..23 thats the real reason y i like 23...n it been lucky for me ever since...soo ap lg yg 23 skolh dlu..jersi basket ball number 23....pernah dapat no 23 dlm pertandingan kawad negri(huh? no 23 pon nak bangga?) muahahha...then motocross sy no 23...kat skolh ms dlm kelas..exam selalu dpt no 2 or 3...bole laa kira..sbb ad 23 dkt2,,muahahha....lagi ap ea....ouh the most important thing that i really like about 23 the age of 23..i finally got the chance to get to know u..and that far most the best and the luckiest off them all...meeting you..that change my life..LUCKY ME...

thank you, you came at the best time... GLAD YOU CAME into my life.... =)

Sunday, July 22, 2012

just like a movie...

pernah tak ad org tanya..knp suka kat seseorg tu..n ssh sgt nak jwb..sbb at that time kita tak tau pon knp kita suka org tu...i just happend kan....out of nowhere tiba2 perasaan tu datang that what happend to me.... jujur bercakap( or menulis) sy tak tau ms bila sy stat suka kat dia..i just happend one day...bila tiba..everything just happend...i falled far that heart skip a beat bila jumpa dia...OMG...i really like her....fuyoooo...i got nervous...tangan berpeluh...ssh nk ckp..muka merah..malu...but i tried to hold all that..simpan..maluu ouh kalu dia tau..but like i said..i hv no secrets with you..anything i do..ill tell..coz i dont want to hide anything from you..and at the end you gettign to know things from other people..thats bad..and thats not me... so back to the story..since i became close to life was like  a movie..everthing went so happy..perfect.. it something that i dont want to i hope that i can get the chance to keep falling for you over and over again as long as i know u...coz nothing will make me more happier than to be with you... 

Saturday, July 21, 2012

it makes me warm inside...

hurmm...ap bole buat...jauh kan...haiyooo.mnjang kena buli's good being bullied by some one you makes u feel i still cant nail the song...still got that nervous feeling inside of me..but sikit demi starting to feel comfortable with you hearing while im it maybe a really good sign..hope that one day i can play perfectly for you..and i can see that smile on your face when i play a song for you..i would really hope that happens... fingers crossed...

thank you... u really mean alot to me

sooo..dah masuk bulan ramadhan...n since the last 6 years...bulan puasa nie..alwys has a happy and sad time for me...b4 this ak selalu rindu arwah nenek n atuk...especially time2 ramadhan nie ak rindu atuk ak...coz still fresh in my bulan puasa la dia meniggal dunia...haiss..rindu dia sangat2..ak cuma mampu terima and sedekah al-fatihah je kat since the last 6 years..awal2 puasa nie.mmg terasa rindu kat dia...


that y i always make my self bussy during these times...and lucky for me..i have someone by my side to make sure im not to know who u are.and im really glad i have you in my life..u make me strong... =)

Thursday, July 19, 2012


let's see...bored..n trying to do sumthing fun...

so sweet heart..i like you "JUST THE WAY YOU ARE".. because thats "WHAT MAKES YOU BEAUTIFUL"...and im really "GLAD YOU CAME" into my make me always "TALKING TO THE MOON" and your "SMILE" tells me everything because it just "MORE THEN WORD"  seeing your face make me "MOVE LIKE JAGGER" dancing to the "RHYTHM OF LOVE"  and one day i hope that i can "MARRY YOU" it's just because i think were just the "PERFECT TWO"...

muahahha..those are my songs that i always play...
(*my gudnyte playlist ad 3 lagu je for now (-^_^-) tu pon da cukup utk buat sy tido lena )


Wednesday, July 18, 2012

when you say you do nothing..really??

when i say that u have done so much for me..u always say that u have done here are some things that i can think of happens to me when i meet you...
1) i stoped smoking (just becose i want to be with you, i have told you before this why i do)

2) i can now wake up early in the moring ( just to hear your voice)

3) i much more happier now when im with you ( it's becoz you make me smile,we laugh,we sing nothing make me more happier)

4) you inspire me alot... ( i draw,i play music, just to impress you..bcoz there is a reason finally i can do things yg sy ta bole buat sebelum i know..i just need a reason..n that reason is you..)

5) you make me storng ( coz sy kena jadi time when u need me most..ill be there..ill be strong coz i know ill try my best to protect you

6) you comfort me when i have problems... ( a great listener and alwys know how to cheer me up)

7) You make me smile and stay by my side at my worst times and my happy times ( nothing can i ask more than that)

8) you worry about me( which will alwys make me be more carefull when doing anything so i wont make u worry)

9)sometimes you miss me ( how a wonderfull feeling it makes me to have to know that)

10 ) kamo sayang saya ( it hard to have someone yang sayang kan kita,..n sy sgt2 bersyukur sbb ad jugak org yg nk sayang kt sy yg serba kekurangan nie...

11)u have finally made onething that i have lost for a while...hati saya..u have manage utk buat pintu hati sy terbukak blik utk trima sesorg dlm hidup sy...n i know i made the best choice when chooseing you to me the one for me...

so ini je dlu...klu nk ikot kn sy...pnjg lg list ill leave it until there sweetheart...u have done so much for me...and i really appricate it n very thankfull to have someone like you in mylife..


stupid me

adehhh...gilo tol pala otak ak nie....thinking things that im not spose to think...but what can i hard not thinking of you...every day..every morning...every nite..every sec im thinking of you.....that y m really afraid of looseing you..coz i dont think i can do that....soo a few questions was ask and answered last nite...even ad yg jwpn still i did't get what i want...tapi there are certain2 improvement...the way kamo jwb tu can atlest make me smile..coz i can see that my effort is paying off and im doing the right thing...and i can see a bit of hope for me..n i really hope that this works out between us..soo ill keep this until my secret date and i hope ull be ready as i am ready... with all my heart... i LOVE YOU

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

The empty hole...

once was an empty hole inside my it's fill with something so so breath taking..which is YOU! yes you...thank you for all you have done for me...i really appreciate it.. you are already someone special to me..u already taken my heart away..and i really hope that i can be ur special someone too... my finger are always crossed hopeing for that day where u can finally accept me as your someone..someone that's yours..that you can be proud of when ill still save these questions.. and hopeing when the time really comes the anwers to my questions will be ad confident "YES!" from you..nothing will make me more happier that to hear those there letters..
My questions for these coming future that i hope for
1- will you Be Mine ?  

and if everything turn out well..i will for sure ask your hand..and ask the last question for you to answer..
2- Will you Marry Me?

*fingers always crossed and hopeing from the best for me and you..
"i may not be the best.. but for You ill try my best to be one"

Sunday, July 8, 2012

My new Fav Song....

Talking Too the Moon - Bruno Mars
I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbors think
I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have


At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself

Talking to the Moon
Try to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I'm feeling like I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say
I've gone mad
I've gone mad
But they don't know
what I know

Cause when the
sun goes down
someone's talking back
They're talking back


At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the Moon
Try to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

Ahh Ahh,
Ahh Ahh,

Do you ever hear me calling?
Cause every night 
I'm talking to the moon
Still trying to get to you

In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away

this song has a lot of meaning for me... it's the first song i ever played full on my guitar... nk dengar??  hehe..Tak bole...coz it's played specially for "her"..muahhahaha....n i have my own version for this song.. Thanks to you coz made it for me... BEST!!! makes me sleep well at nite when i miss u... =)

Saturday, July 7, 2012

Di stalk oleh mereka....'s the finals...suma pon dah ngeng kat pala otak...but WHAT!! ad org stalk blog ak nie..muahaha.... thanks to mereka --->

Yesss...mereka dua nie...!! ashraf aidid n ahmad yusri...muahaha...congrats yus sbb jumpa blog ak... so post nie just utk korg... =P

*P/s.. tak kan stalk je...follow tros la..tak perlu stalk dh... mauhahahha...