im just not good enough

haisss.....it's so hard feeling this way....what to do..what to do..otoke! otoke!..ah ah ah...but really..am i not that good? i could not make one girl happy for real...she maybe happy,but i know that happiness is not the true happiness.....can i make her happy? can i make her smile for no reason,? can i make her fall for me? evryday i pray  for strength to make me strong.....only time can tell the story..my fingers are always crossed and hopeing that one day she will be mine.. =)