the unwanted feeling

haiss..it been a hard day....mcm2 arie nie...perasaan bercampur...it like for these past days im just a nobody....tak penting bagi sapa2...always put second... its just i want to be appreciated...rs mcm tak dihargai on ap yg telah dibuat.....its true not always you can be happy but i try my best atleat to try to be happy...... anything that has been said i bet tak de org dengar or ambik taw pon...who am i?? just a nobody...

i only have a few more weeks to spend time with the ones i love..after that blom taw lg ap yg akn terjadi...i was really hopeing that the time yg tinggal nie bole guna sebaik nya..i just wat to be happy...that all i ask..nothing more...but not everything you want you get....

my lucky 23

so it's been like 3 days past of my b'day...the lucky 23 that i haved hoped for....hurmm lets see...biasanya ak akn dpt bnyk hadiah klu ak dok kt uma..but this time my b'day ms ak tgh study....soo mmg tak harap ap2 hadiah pon...but i got something that i really wanted...that ak igt sgt ssh nk dpt...ap? hehe...kjp lg ak bgtau...so it starts the day b4...biasa nya ak akn dpt hadiah..tp this time..ak nk wat bg laen sket..better to give then accept kan..so ak beli bunga ros 3 with a pink heart..kebtulan lak mlm tu bole tetido n tlupa nk whisper to her..so hrp2 tu dpt redem my wrongs...then ak try buat laksa coz ak tau si dia suka mkn laksa..her fav food...for the first time wat laksa..and yess..ak mmg tak suka bau ikan...but niat dh ad kan..so buat la...kul 6 pg kopek2 isi ikan smpi nk termuntah2 sbb bau ikan..adoii..fail tol ak ngan hanyir ikan nie...after done..rest n tdo kjp coz dh penin..then tros ke uma my sis utk msk..smbil on the phone with my mum bg cara2 membuat..alhamdulialh nsib jadi..tp dia kata telebih asam sket..hehe...tape try and error...lps nie okyh kot...mybe la...then after all that i saw a smile...cantik sgt...but that was not enough...mlm tu, the night of mybday..after most of my family n friend dh wish..i though it was going to be the worst bday ever...coz dr mlm tu smpi ke pg asyik kena mrh je ngan suma org..haiss.....ak nie da la jenis yg tak suka kena mrh sbb pnt nk control temper nie...ssh ouh...then esk nyer dtg...so dpt chance nk kuar dgn si dia and i got choclet dr dia..my fav ouh!..jln2..niat nk maen ice skating tp ta jd..adoii...laen kali la...so then b4 nk ke kL tu,,some thing happend...kwn si dia ad prob..i know that person is one of the most important person to her...seeing dia risau dlm keta was not an option yg ak bole trima coz it was my birthday..ak nk everything to be happy...lps berbincang...tros shoot ke melaka...alhamduliah dlm perjalanan muka yg risau tu beransur senyum...the best birthday presnt for my 23rd lucky day is 

~bila dpt tengok si dia tersenyum gembira..kat muka dia nampk yg dia sgt happy bila dpt jumpa kwn dia..seolah2 dia lupa tros all the prob..and everything yg jadi..it was like her fairytale..always happy~ 

my b'day wish is to see her happy and always smile...syukur..on that day..i got the chance to help her smile and see that happiness inside her yg lama tak nmpk...and that the imposible b'day wish that finally came true...

berpegang teguh

sy nie kadang bukan nyer betol sgt..mcm2 dibuat..muahhaha..maklum la...life skli kan..so everything must be done....but one thing sy blaja dr hidup slma nie..ialah never give up....and sy akn ttp berpegang teguh...walpon bnyk kali jatuh n rebah..ill just sapu tangan..bangun..dan jalan blik..tak kira la ap yg jadi..ill always stick to my promise wlpon ap yg jadi....ad org igt kan sy...org yang sabar ada ganjaran nya....sy harap dgn kesabaran yg ad skrg nie insyaallah ad la ganjaran utk sy... so simple words... never back down..never give up...live life to the max....

try and keep me down ill just keep on comeing..!

rayuan hati kecil ku

it hard when u feel far from someone....ssh sgt bila dah betol2 sayang sgt..then something happens...what i feel now is the same just like u felt b4....hati tak tenang...resah..misrble without you..just cant take my mind of you...sentisa pikir kan psl kamu...i just want us to be mcm selalu blik...happy..jokeing around...having a nice smile..a nice day...harap2 dapat la peluang mcm tu...sy berdoa agar terbuka hati kmu utk bg peluang tu kmbali...

..of Forgetting and Remembering ( reblog)

remember

to pray
to live

to love

to forgive

to smile

to laugh

to dream

to think

to work hard

to persevere

to stay calm

to loosen up

to chill

to take a break

 to follow your hearts desire

to dream

forget

anger

jealousy

things that upset you

embarrassing moments

things that don't matter

sadness

pain

live life to the best,enjoy to the max!

(reblog from peice of chit)

only time can tell

every one has their story... when they meet the person of their dreams...

the one girl that can make the heart beat fast and slow at the sametime...

dup dap dup dap...the moment when the heart skip a beat...

she's just normal girl..mcm gadis2 laen..tapi theres something diffrent..something special

yg boleh membuat kan hati nie tertarik...pertama kali jumpa..nk ditegur..tapi tak taw mcm mn nk stat..

mcm mn klu kena reject...mcm mn itu..mcm mn ini..mcm2 bermain di kepala...

loves whens shes around..it was like magic..like seeing an angel..

time past..and became friends...tp di kepala nie..still bermain....it there more or is this it...?

bcoz shes alredy more than a friend...so many things to say..but words just hard to come out..and always get things wrong when it matters..

guys do stupid things when their in love..but still keep thinking...how will this possibly end..

only time can tell this tale....

*ajal maut jodoh pertemuan semua di tangan tuhan...kita manusia hnya mampu berusha dan berdoa... ill always keep my prays and my fingers crossed for that better possibilty

SEPTEMBER

the month of September or bulan 9 is just around the corner..esk..! yeay!...ive been waiting for this..it a very special month for me...coz i really like september...23 is my lucky number..and this year is my 23rd b'day on the 23 of september...wuuhuuuu what a great number.hope this year it gives me lots of happyness.. so this is why u like septmber..

1. it my birthday month and its my 23
2. ive been lucky so far on september..something good alwys happens on this month ( really hope it stays that way)
3. lastly is it been a while almost 2 month since i meet with that someone..and september has aways been a marker that is near..really exicted..to finally get to meet that someone again...

thats for now...

**my september wish is that only one thing...the only thing that i want more then anything in the whole world...is being with that special someone